Wow into month number 5 of 9. No telling how far this will go. Today saw Xmen with my little sister, fantastic, not the guy eating pop corn and farting next to her! Intro clips have a movie with a girl wearing an oxygen prong and she says something like “i am a grenade, and when I go off I will do a lot of damage” it is of course around the waves her dying creates. Thats why we need to deal with things in the here and now. I have drunk lots of water today, now wine as it is after 5, because among other things in a busy day tomorrow I have to do a blood test pre the Tuesday big chemo. As always at Cabrini the best Hospital in the world, I am a bit bias. Last time nurse had to do 2 goes as I was a bit dehydrated, won’t get to prick me twice tomorrow. Spent today also polishing off my life story. Palliative care afford me a lovely lady, Francis anon who comes and takes down my verbal life time wanderings. It gets quite hard re is it a good idea and I am still toying with do I pass it to my family or not as I am plagued by the ? of how will they receive it, and could I make a post death misstep with an accidental comment or one that was expected but is not there. Don’t know. Thoughts welcome. Really big interesting week this week stay in touch.
Pain 0/10 Mental Health 10/10 Physical Health 8.5/10 Life Enjoyment 10/10